Last night.. Or shall I say the night (morning since it was twelve in the morning) of the day before yesterday (time tangles!! Whew!!), I slept in the middle of the evening just because of watching TV.
And right now, I am almost close to 24 hours of not sleeping. We, in our group, are not yet done with our thesis. So here I am just typing stuff on the PC in Ava's lair. Yup, I still spared some time to post in my blog. Well, Master P (our resident Master) is still busy analyzing some of our tallied answers.
What our thesis contains is just some piece of nothingness. It may have a little bit of importance to our school but... well.. to put it in Ava's terms: "Chorva na lang 'yan" By 'Chorva' she meant that we could take care of it without too much effort and just get done with it by doing easy alternatives for accomplishments.
But now, I don't feel too tired to sleep. I don't even feel sleepy at all.
I paused for a while to think it over and found the answer right in front of me: The Personal Computer.
No, not just the Personal Computer but the (ever so sacred and holy--for me) INTERNET.
Woooh, do I have to repeat what I've said last summer about my addiction. No need.
But now... wait please...
Master is again on the roll (after the numerous grunts and snores she let out a while ago). Now we are the only two up for the last hour (or the first hour of the day). If you know how college is, you know how tough it is to do a thesis. Imagine that; we aren't even being too much serious about it. Well... But let's say we're still working hard to make it right (I mean, come on, give credits to our efforts).
Now all we have to do is... I mean 'are'....
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Don't ask.
Great, I just forgot my point for that 'But' above..
*Busy typing*
^DON'T DISTURB^
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Before Summer
Good news: Vacation is coming. No more of the school works for the moment!!!
Bad news: It's freaking summer!!! It's freaking HOT!!!
Last summer, I barely enjoyed the vacation; I wasn't able to go out too often because I was stuck at home with nothing to do. If you were to look back at my posts last summer, I had been very evil (smart.. or evil... or just digging up more facts about life which no other people, I guess, haven't realized yet). I had my Idle Mind working and it was very threatening indeed (for me and for the whole world).
So, earlier this year, I planned to make a list of things to do this summer. It's not that I don't want to think more (hey, I enjoy testing the limits of my mind), it's just that I want to avoid ennui. It had been very terrible last year. For a change, I am making a list of things which would make my summer memorable and meaningful. I will be doing things and tasks which would keep me up and going this summer---and it should be something fun!!
Of course, I included dares and things which I've never done before. And for the mean time, I guess I'd be absent for a few weeks online. I will also be closing my blog. I have to end my 'Nan Kuru Nai Sa' collections anytime soon.
But whatever I do, I don't hold the power of the weather in my hands. Please, people of the world, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PREVENT GLOBAL WARMING!!!
Bad news: It's freaking summer!!! It's freaking HOT!!!
Last summer, I barely enjoyed the vacation; I wasn't able to go out too often because I was stuck at home with nothing to do. If you were to look back at my posts last summer, I had been very evil (smart.. or evil... or just digging up more facts about life which no other people, I guess, haven't realized yet). I had my Idle Mind working and it was very threatening indeed (for me and for the whole world).
So, earlier this year, I planned to make a list of things to do this summer. It's not that I don't want to think more (hey, I enjoy testing the limits of my mind), it's just that I want to avoid ennui. It had been very terrible last year. For a change, I am making a list of things which would make my summer memorable and meaningful. I will be doing things and tasks which would keep me up and going this summer---and it should be something fun!!
Of course, I included dares and things which I've never done before. And for the mean time, I guess I'd be absent for a few weeks online. I will also be closing my blog. I have to end my 'Nan Kuru Nai Sa' collections anytime soon.
But whatever I do, I don't hold the power of the weather in my hands. Please, people of the world, FOR CRYING OUT LOUD PREVENT GLOBAL WARMING!!!
Saturday, March 15, 2008
Jessica Simpson
Forgive me for doing this but this is just one of those rare times that I would be doing something foolish: talking about love life.
Thursday night, on our way home, Kat, my SUPER FRIEND, and I ended up in discussing about a few stuffs which, in the end, lead to us talking about how much we love ourselves and how much we think. It was fun sharing ideas with my Super Friend: AT LAST!! A PERSON WHO HAS ALMOST ALL THE SAME IDEAS AS MINE!! But let's go back to the main topic: LOVE.
*VOMITING*
Okay... One of the things I fear of me becoming is when I turn into something very sentimental: I'm not a Maudlin. This statement confirms that I'm no emo. I don't even envy those who are into affairs. I even, sometimes, insult the way they handle each other. That's probably some defense mechanism. But really, I fear of becoming a maudlin because it would cause me losing my ego--which is the most treasured gem of my entity. Therefore, I fear of falling inlove.
It's exactly one year from now (plus one day because of that extra day this Leap Year) when I dived into a nonsense relationship (GASP!! Yup, I had one and I'm not going to tell more about it). It was just nothing .. But I'm no player. I was just curious. But it ended it with nothing and it wasn't any big deal. There wasn't even any formal break up. So, _____ ANNIVERSARY!!!
But during those times did I notice that I was slowly losing myself. I was becoming a fool for playing around and I had to stop it. It was one of the most disgusting thing to do---to be in a relationship. It's not that I wasn't ready. But I was really disgusted with myself.
So now I'm more focused on becoming myself and trying also to know my weaknesses so that I would become a better person. I don't want to fall inlove--no, not yet. (YUUUCK!!! This is totally corny!!!)
I'm not alone. Having someone to love is not the last thing in the world. I don't need to exist with a partner; I already have myself!!
(Jessica Simpson, is that you?!)
Thursday night, on our way home, Kat, my SUPER FRIEND, and I ended up in discussing about a few stuffs which, in the end, lead to us talking about how much we love ourselves and how much we think. It was fun sharing ideas with my Super Friend: AT LAST!! A PERSON WHO HAS ALMOST ALL THE SAME IDEAS AS MINE!! But let's go back to the main topic: LOVE.
*VOMITING*
Okay... One of the things I fear of me becoming is when I turn into something very sentimental: I'm not a Maudlin. This statement confirms that I'm no emo. I don't even envy those who are into affairs. I even, sometimes, insult the way they handle each other. That's probably some defense mechanism. But really, I fear of becoming a maudlin because it would cause me losing my ego--which is the most treasured gem of my entity. Therefore, I fear of falling inlove.
It's exactly one year from now (plus one day because of that extra day this Leap Year) when I dived into a nonsense relationship (GASP!! Yup, I had one and I'm not going to tell more about it). It was just nothing .. But I'm no player. I was just curious. But it ended it with nothing and it wasn't any big deal. There wasn't even any formal break up. So, _____ ANNIVERSARY!!!
But during those times did I notice that I was slowly losing myself. I was becoming a fool for playing around and I had to stop it. It was one of the most disgusting thing to do---to be in a relationship. It's not that I wasn't ready. But I was really disgusted with myself.
So now I'm more focused on becoming myself and trying also to know my weaknesses so that I would become a better person. I don't want to fall inlove--no, not yet. (YUUUCK!!! This is totally corny!!!)
I'm not alone. Having someone to love is not the last thing in the world. I don't need to exist with a partner; I already have myself!!
(Jessica Simpson, is that you?!)
Saturday, March 8, 2008
This is How I Do It
One of the things I always have problem filling up in websites is the 'About Me' slot. It's not that I don't know myself totally... But I don't know how I should be able to deliver everything about me in just short sentences (or paragraphs).
A lot of people would claim that they are this and that, but I don't want to fall in line with them. And I don't also want to fall in line with those people (or posers) who try so hard to be apart of the society--those who claim that they are different.
Take note of this: everyone is different in his and her own ways. You don't need to eat insects to say you're weird. You don't need to wear black to say you're a goth. You don't need to wear glasses and say you're cool.. or blind. All you have to do is BE YOURSELF. So I don't care if I'm in line with any of the two (the commoners or the others), I just do what I do.
I've been in that stage when I want to be everything----a superhero, a salesclerk, an assassin, an astronaut, an anime, a celebrity, a musician, or a mentally disturbed person (this one's a dream come true right now!!). But I stopped dreaming. No, it's not that I don't dream or I'm not doing anything to do something for myself. Just being me is enough to say that I'm different, I'm weird and I'm GREAT.
I am so GREAT in just being MYSELF. It even irks me to hear people to tell me to be this and that and to do this and not do that when they couldn’t even point out what wrong it causes to other people.
One of my mottos in life: As long as I don't step on other people's dreams, I do what I want.
But going back to our topic, I don't need to be the best there is. I don't aim for anything--so for all those people who keep on seeing me as a challenge, I am putting you down now. You may become the best musician, author, blogger, dancer, student, friend, director, or anything you want to become--it's all yours. The fans are all yours, the friends are all yours, the fame is all yours.
It's enough for me to say that I'm the BEST JAMES there is. And this James right here is going to be something Great (AMBISYOSO!!!), something nobody else could follow.... of course, there is only one me. Nobody can be the next me. There will never be.
A lot of people would claim that they are this and that, but I don't want to fall in line with them. And I don't also want to fall in line with those people (or posers) who try so hard to be apart of the society--those who claim that they are different.
Take note of this: everyone is different in his and her own ways. You don't need to eat insects to say you're weird. You don't need to wear black to say you're a goth. You don't need to wear glasses and say you're cool.. or blind. All you have to do is BE YOURSELF. So I don't care if I'm in line with any of the two (the commoners or the others), I just do what I do.
I've been in that stage when I want to be everything----a superhero, a salesclerk, an assassin, an astronaut, an anime, a celebrity, a musician, or a mentally disturbed person (this one's a dream come true right now!!). But I stopped dreaming. No, it's not that I don't dream or I'm not doing anything to do something for myself. Just being me is enough to say that I'm different, I'm weird and I'm GREAT.
I am so GREAT in just being MYSELF. It even irks me to hear people to tell me to be this and that and to do this and not do that when they couldn’t even point out what wrong it causes to other people.
One of my mottos in life: As long as I don't step on other people's dreams, I do what I want.
But going back to our topic, I don't need to be the best there is. I don't aim for anything--so for all those people who keep on seeing me as a challenge, I am putting you down now. You may become the best musician, author, blogger, dancer, student, friend, director, or anything you want to become--it's all yours. The fans are all yours, the friends are all yours, the fame is all yours.
It's enough for me to say that I'm the BEST JAMES there is. And this James right here is going to be something Great (AMBISYOSO!!!), something nobody else could follow.... of course, there is only one me. Nobody can be the next me. There will never be.
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