WORK.COMPENDIUM.WEIGHT

What happened to Wild Ice these past few days???!
Hmmm... Well, I had been doing some compilation and it got me so busy lately but the good part of it was that I never crammed nor panicked. It was an achievement to have everything go smoothly in the process. Everytime I start doing something, I say a little prayer for the things I was going to use: "Work with me... Work with me..."
The funny thing is, these are just home works and school projects but lately I called these tasks as my job ('trabaho'). Maybe it is because I get to work a lot about everything and I'm not enjoying it. That's the sad part of it: I'M NOT ENJOYING IT.
Let me just remind you that my REAL COLLEGE COURSE CHOICE is (not was, but is) Mass Communication. How I got into education is a long story (I'll tell you some time soon but not now, I feel lazy doing so...)
I did not even try to do my best with this compilation (my professor is going to kill me if she reads this) because I don't want to waste too much time and money on doing something to please everyone when I am not even pleased of myself (and never will, in terms of taking this course).
But when I handed the compilation book (compendium, strategy notebook or whatever you want to call it), I felt relieved. I invited my friends to trudge the green green (and brown) grass field of our university. I heard Angela Aki's song "Tashika Ni" ringing in my head and I felt like dancing along with it like some gay guy. But of course, there is one tiny molecule-sized shame still left in me so I did not pursue such unpleasant act.
But there it was!! Another heavy requirement accomplished!!! And look, I lost weight through stress!!! Based on my medical today, I am 110 lbs. compared to last year's (february 12, 2007's) 113.something!!!
Incredible!!! LADIES, WANT TO KNOW MY SECRET????
ひみつ です よ!!!