School made me a Zombie

I was already on bed. I've decided to sleep finally after reviewing so many stuffs for tomorrow's class and exams.
But I just couldn't sleep. I really have to do something. Just when I was so ready to sleep, the ghost of my studies and obligations kept on haunting me and I just can't sleep until I go in front of the computer and do my job(s).
So here I am, finishing some business with my eyes half closed, half sleeping...
Listening to Suga Shikao as I hit the keyboard...
Trying to amuse myself once in a while by surfing (because doing my homework tends to be really boring....)
And I will then try my best to go to sleep tonight... Or so at least I hope...
Because the thought of tomorrow--school day, homeworks, exams, demo teachings---it keeps me from being under my comfortable blanket and my fat soft pillow....
DARN!!
I am totally bombarded with all these obligations!!!
I pity myself---I pity myself a lot!!! I am beginning to become thinner (I don't even know how it could still happen since I thought I'm already too thin to become so) and my eyes are in deep hollows... My veins are exposed from the skin of my hands and arms... Pale has my skin color become...
All is left to do is for me to sleep walk...
Or anything else... be confined.. due to overfatigue.. so that I can be a living (or not anymore living) proof of how college exaggerates its duty of educating students...
Well, I have to stop complaining.... As I've read from an article, I don't have to say that "I have to" because it's making my sentence a little negative.. Because it seems to say that I am just obliged to do these...
So now I will say "I want to"...
I want to finish all these home works!!!
I want to finish college!!!
I want to do well in my class!!
I want to learn!!I want to sleep now!!!---please let me sleep and quit telling me that I HAVE TO DO GOOD!!!