The Drop

If you can still remember one of my current posts from my Anything But Ordinary Blog, I mentioned about starting the new school year with some "threat" which I compared with riding a roller coaster...
Okay, to help you remember, it was about being under the most strict professor in our university. And now that we (me and my block section) are undergoing some painful researches and compilations---we didn't have any idea that we would soon be arriving at The Drop of the coaster ride.
If you were very adventurous, you would definitely be very excited to ride a coaster and experience the overwhelming Drop. But to most people, it is very nerve-racking indeed.
But I kept telling myself to be calm (as stoic as I've always been.)
Now I'm not going to say more about this latest issue in our class (for some confidential matter) but all i can say is that there had been (or there is still) a problem with our teacher-student relationship and on top of all, our communication skills.
Now our professor does not want to talk to us anymore unless we talk to her personally and apologize if we've said something behind her back or say that our conscience is clean---that we never cursed her even once.
The scences that are occuring right now are not actually new to me--regardless of the great intensity of this Drop is affecting me.
We wrote some letter to that professor but we ended up listening to the long painful cermon. Its similar scene: Our "bribery" (allegedly) to Sir 'Don't-Fuck-With-Me' and of course his useless cermon to us in his office last semester. The difference is that our professor right now is more serious and smarter and more worth saying sorry to...
Another similar scene is the lesson they were having this afternoon in the office of Prof. M (Our Roller Coaster Professor that I'm talking about now). There were only a few students allowed in the class---those students who have already received the Blessed Apology. This reminds me of Sir Jarder back in highschool on my junior year. He also did the same to our class (though I was then part of the students who received the Blessed Apology.)


Now, I have no idea how it will end up. I'm preparing myself on accomplishing my apology. And I am so hoping she would accept that (because I really have no grudge on her.)
But first, let me get a good grip on my myself as the coaster rushes on another drop.....